Well I'm back for a while Taking advantage of DA letting me have a journal skin.Eventually when I learn how to code them or get a friend to do it for me then I'll make some for my dA family.Anyway onto my life:

I never knew marching band would take up my entire life but apparently it did. I enjoyed it other than the drama and the people thinking they're better than others. And I automatically gained the hatred part of it since I'm in drumline. But if you can't hear them, then keep playing... I found my boyfriend inside of all that madness called a band so I'm happy I'm not going to go on about him though you guys who know how to contact me can bug me if you need to set him strait *cough cough hint hint* big brothers

Schools been kinda shitty too with boy drama.But the last week of October I finally had it sorted out. So now all is well Uhhhh I've been adding new stuff lately since I've been bored out my mind at home. Turkey day should be interesting too. Even though- well, just nevermind lol. I miss you all soooo much and I wish I was here for helping with all the problems that've been going around sorry guys.I'm still here for you all though...Whenever I am here ^^

Art wise my friend Jasmine has been getting on my ass trying to get me to keep drawing or shed hurt me....she's a scary short person o-o..I've been doing manips on and off trashing them whenever I get mad and don't feel like having to see them on my computer....dunno why.

What about you guys?
Enlighten me on what I missed or have been missing or am missing in you guy's lives

Later

To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
To every guy that said he would die for her...
To every guy that really would...
To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
To every guy that cried in front of her...
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
To every guy who told his secrets to her...
To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
To every guy that believed in her dreams...
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
To every guy that gave his heart...
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...

There aren't many nice guys out there anymore. But I'm proud to be one of those guys. I guarantee that about 90% of us guys won't go and repost this in their journal.

-If you're one of us nice guys, go ahead and repost this with the title, "Nice Guys STILL Finish Last"

If you're a girl who thinks that every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this with the title, "To Every Guy"

so in recent forever...school started 2 weeks and a day ago.I haven't had a life since the summer started.I hate it :/. I've been lying to so many people it's not funny.To mention a few names,my ex and some of my most trusted friends...I really don't know why either.And it's just over the smallest things even imaginable.I guess it's just I don't feel like hearing anyone complain.Yeah,I know I'm not expressing all of my life and feelings like a lot of my DA buds,and I'm sorry for not being there for you guys.Annoying the shit out of you guys and making you crack up laughing with my some what slight stupidity... And with all of my friends dumping crud all on me with their drama,and they mention my name in it...and you know how it goes after that.I think I've just been thinking about this forever,and now decide to say something about.I really need someone I can just dump crud all on without them says"uh-huh...yeah,no way!" simple boring statements,and don't really care about it.Like in band for the past 4 weeks,I've had to cuss out 7 different people,and you'd imagine they'd be freshman,but they're all the upper class-men,I think I'm getting tired of them more than anyone.Besides the few seniors that I like as friends.I dunno.This journal is probably just me rambling too.My suicidal friends are getting stupider and stupider,and it's just upsetting me how they'd trie and end their lives without thinking about it.My supposed "friends" have been getting at me for the past forever of the stupidest of things as well..I really only have about 2 people who I can talk to and care.Oh well,I guess that's how life's supposed to be.May quit band soon,may also leave DA for a bit...probably a not to that part though,so as my most favoritest person on here says: no worries...I'll probably be fine after a long time thinking about stuff
bye bye everyone ^^

PS: anyone know what I should do for my birthday?

So today was the first back to school day...it was all great until some what I would like to say "drama" was brought up.Not really even drama...just things from the past that I want to get away from.
Sorry to those who don't really get this lil' tid bit...but it's what needs to be said to a certain someone on DA and in RL (they're on both..)
I'm sorry Nick.Yes,I broke up with you...but there was a reason behind it...I don't understand why you had gotten upset from something you heard...and didn't even ask me about it before you got upset.I was basically on the verge of crying because of the fact you were like that...You even made me lose my appetite because I was that upset...Its not that I was ignoring your calls all summer...I don't even have my own time to call...I have about 2 hours to myself everyday...just with me...and I'm sorry I don't call as much as you want...I'm moving on from the past...and no,it's not you and no it's not me...I hate that fucking line...its just I need to chill out for a while.I like it to myself to be honest.Each time I'm with someone...it's just I'm under too much stress.Sorry if this hurts you more than it hurts me...
Other than that life is kinda ehh ish..not much going on in my personal one...family wise there's a lot of problems...friend wise...as you can see problems..I'm planning on helping a friend out with their problems as well...so I may take a break from the internet for a while...so much stress can get to me...and I break down.Well...that's about it
wonderful first day eh?

well today is the shittiest day of my life...no matter^^'anyways, uploading about 15 new stock photos from great wolf lodge and historic williamsburg.There's a few backgrounds,graveyards,tombstones,and wolves in there.So have fun,and remember my rules!

Anyhoo...I tagged myself from 's journal...so here goes:

10 things people probably don't know about me:

1. I can't stand the "black" people at my school
2. I would never hang out with any of them
3. I hang out with the "goth" kids
4. I get tired of people easily
5. I'm agnostic
6. I've had about 4 boyfriends so far...and I've been asked out by 13 girls o-o....
7. I love playing music,even though it sucks
8. I can never make up my mind
9. I'm intimidated by people about 4 inches taller than me
10. I can't stand people who assume things.

9 things everyone knows about me:

1. I'm an obsessive musician
2. I am very random a lot
3. I confuse everyone and myself
4. I somehow manage to hang out with everyone even if they don't talk to me
5. I wear glasses
6. I'm very lazy.
7. I can't stand being inside while on the phone
8. I'm paranoid.
9. My mom is like a counselor XD.

8 odd things about me:

1. I want to cos play...just haven't found out what yet lol
2. I love the sight of Lightening
3. I love silence when I'm not around other people
4. I can't stand "black" people XD yet again
5. I don't like people who act like they are ghetto
6. I love to watch anime
7. I say "I love you" to everyone that I'm friends with/that I can stand
8. I am the most clumsiest person in the world

7 friendsIn no particular order of me liking them lol)

1. Russell
2. CC
3. Cody
4. Lyn
5. Chris
6. Nick
7. Brittany

6 of my favorite books/mangas:

1. Death Note
2. In the Valley of Wolves
3. Bleach
4. Naruto
5. Inkheart series
6. Twilight series

5 of my favorite songs:

1. That(Such a thing)-Hurt
2. Violent Pornography-System of a Down
3. Always-Saliva
4. Almost Easy-Avenged Sevenfold
5. I.V.- XJapan

4 of my favorite foods:

1. (don't say eww please)Half-cooked hamburger meat/ground beef/steak
2. Brownies
3. any kind of potoatoes
4. Rice

3 things I want to say to three people:

1. Leave me alone
2. What the hell is that?
3. Leave me alone right now...I'm not in the mood to hear your voice

2 interesting facts I wanna share:

1. I'm really upset about life right now...why can't there be an easy rule book?
2. My back itches...

The People I want to tag:
all DA friends who feel like doing this